Sunday, April 02, 2006
WHAT KINDA FAMILY IS THIS !
today`s a bloody day, i went jogging with me dad as usual.and my aunt came along to jog with me . she was like "you start of too fast..blah blah BULLSHIT" why woun`t she shut her fucking mouth she like showing off and shouting for no good reason !
during jogging i nearly cry . i hate talking to my parents about subject.and stuff that have to do with "we care about you that is why we asking" it ALWAYS never fails ! to make me "TOUCHED". so my dad`s like talking to me about thoes kinda stuff my subject and so on and so forth. he told me MS VOON said " i`m a attention seeker" ?? what`s the meaning of that? i despo ? sound like i`m some sort of bitch!? wadever! ARH!
now i`m still in a cold war with my mom ! omg it sucks but seriously i want her to know i`m angry ! is always like this she can get angry but i can`t ? wad the fuck ! arh ! i`m BLOODY PIST.
i hate today nothing fun and happy`s going on . i`m sad and angry and just feeling FUCKED UP . ok wadever ! WHATEVER! WHAT EVER!
oh i had facial today. "only happy thing" my aunt who screams and shout for no good reason help me to facial IT WAS HELL ! i was screaming ! but after words i put mask i can`t smile i can do anything is like ! my face was being freezed ! haha but my BLACK HEADS are gone (:
ok alride that all for today drinking some shit that makes me high and feel good about myself (:
BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBEBYE (: